Thursday, 02 April 2009

• i went back to the prawning place. the place i being trying to avoid for sometimes. i realise, somehow or somewhere, there's still sight of your shadow lingering around like a wandering soul. out of somewhere, the taste of bitterness came biting into my heart.

  i dont know who you refering to about in your blog. it could be me, or someone new who came into your life who bring you hope rather then the pain i cause to you.

  i guess it's retribution, cause i, myself, cant walk out of the heartbroken moment i had caused to us.

  i thought burning the photos helps, i thought keeping the stuff in the corner of the room helps, i thought moving on with my life and trying my best not to hear or know anything about you helps. but i still cant kick the habit of having polar to make me sleep peacefully everytime.

  can i dont think about you? no i cant. but i'm trying not to. i'm trying to tell myself i dont miss you. but truth cant be beaten.

  let me stay this way, for you are better without me, for i can make do being like this alone. i dont have a choice.

  i guess i'll be fine alone. just me alone.

  i still pray for you. be happy, be well.

  :)

   

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