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Sunday, 19 April 2009
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seriously, why need to put it out loud on ur blog to tell ppl abt the past. (the part which i love you alot) eh wait, i didnt tell you when i stop loving you doesnt mean i'm still loving you. lol.
yes you yourself say we are impossible ever.
wat i simply did is.
move on.
duh.
don blame my boy, he's just going with his heart.
everyone lies too. :)
if it's a celebration to you, you wont be saying all these things.
ain't i right?
Saturday, 18 April 2009
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i realise i trust too easily, i believe too easily.
i felt cheated.
i feel disgusted at this point abt how fake you are, and seriously i dont know which words you had said are true.
feel seriously sick that i even put you in consideration.
so all along a theft is calling "catch the theft!!"
wow
impressive.
well, fair enough.
you wont even be the last person i ever wan to be heard off even if it's end of the world.
well done.
history.
:)
oh good news. 18april is the mark of my new life.
all thanks to my dear dennis chew chin hwee!! ahhahas.
thanks for being with me all this while and accept who i am baby. really appreciate alot for all you had done for me. insisting on being by my side when i ask you to leave. insisting that one day i will see what you had done for me. and i finally see it. :)
baby is slping on my bed, gotta wake him up in an hour time so he can catch the first bus home. poor baby. both of us is so so so broke till we have to think what to eat for the next meal. sob sob. we shall persever tgt!! lalalala. no worries, i believe we will get through it tgt one day. lol.
ouch i need to keep myself awake. zzzz freaking feel like slping alr.
i realise my blog timing abit cock up. -.-
Monday, 13 April 2009
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i dreamt, i dreamt of three people last nite.
three that i care so much but there's nth i can do abt it.
one that i shld have let go long ago.
one that i hurted deeply with myself not knowing what i did.
one that is still so foolish to hang around and stay for me.
what i wan, wat i need, wat i see, no longer matter anymore.
for death is giving me the mercy and is slapping me in my face to be brave and face it all.
for death doesnt want me in his world at this time.
for i know, death is just an easy way out, easy way ot of this fucking boring torturing fake world.
which i turn fake to deal with it.
well done.
be gone, am gone.
bye
Sunday, 12 April 2009
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things being going through my mind, surprisingly i have no idea what when though my mind at all.
just blank, real blank.
i chose to escape, i chose to run. and i'll run forever.
take real care
i wont be around to hurt you deeper, for i'm a minor.
Thursday, 09 April 2009
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dead. i'm dead. i wish i'm reali dead.
sorry.
jus sorry.
babyJaslyn
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- Name: Jaslyn
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 5/22/2007
